Swift Spring, Slow February.

February was magical, in many ways— enrapturing, entwined with mystic occurrences that allowed me to grow and feel alive more than I’ve ever felt. My life kind of changed tremendously once I started to attract new opportunities and challenges; it was all so new and thrilling but often brought with them faint times of being overwhelmed and afraid, but all passes in the end.

Spring defined it’s arrival, with the emerald-green buds, warm southern winds that set the olden leaves falling, undefined clouds and life sprouting so swiftly and beautifully. Random flowers keep blossoming everywhere, and I can’t help but find myself twirling around in boundless joy, not only cherishing it but letting it penetrate my very core.

I learned how real our intuitions are— so true and unbelievably connected to a divine force so empowering. I’ve seen so many signs and connections taking form before me and couldn’t help but be brave enough to believe in them. The thing is, they didn’t prove me wrong at all, but they’re not always as easy as they may portray themselves to be. The omens are real, but they’re not always what occurs in real life. There are objections, resistances and stereotypes we must sometimes abide to, to remain ordinary, human and still confined.

We are not ethereal.

Earth will never be heaven.

Yet, that’s totally okay. My heart is strong enough to compromise between the unearthliness and realistic life dimensions. I’m more accepting, less prone to falling into the downside of disappointment, letting it eat away my soul. I’m still hopeful, understanding and profusely accepting to the twists and turns of life and only in my head, they will remain inscrutably magical and amazing, despite what the world may think.

This February, I am courageous and brave. Headed by a force I never thought existed. This February is a new start for so many things; career choices, developing relationships with close ones, pronouncing love louder and louder each day; though they’re still whispers compared to the hums of the outside world, but slowly enough they shall be melodies and symphonies that will help spark up a change somewhere— anywhere.

I’m really blessed and grateful for the swift moments of rapture. Though there were periods of radical change, I believe we as humans are truly capable of manifesting positivity into everyday life. It’s only a choice, only a mindset away to living in bliss and gratitude. Challenges and mistakes are only opportunities to become better and stronger, and I don’t know where this will lead us— but somewhere beautiful indeed.

Again, my focus this year is on helping others and adding value wherever I am and to whoever I stumble upon. I want to see the world become better in any way possible and it’s not preposterous to actually empower ourselves to inherently believe it.

Thank you February. You’ve been amazing and quite life-transforming. I promise to become better and more honest, to shed away all of the insecurities of the past and start anew.

Always.