a daylight dream

It’s still summer, I know, but since I’m slowly packing my bags and preparing myself for a new academic year, the stillness of summer is waning into an energy more artful, inspired and akin to the warmth of sunshine that kissed the ground for so long. I’m here to reflect upon this summer truthfully and transparently, receiving all the learned and unlearned lessons, unifying the experience in expression, for I know how detrimental silence is when it is locked in times it is needed to be let go. This summer has shown me the extremes of my predisposition to linger in inscrutable realms. Something in me wanted to be isolated, to stay silent, pondering upon the glory of every atom of meaning in this universe, and in me, too. I received so much, was showered by light and revelations so profound that they would leave my heart burning for days.  Yet, this came at a cost. By mid-July, I realised that something was truly off. I was not able to see the ordinary anymore and felt so trapped in ...

Just give me a sacred dream, and a ray of light pierces the darkness of doubt. Give me a dream and my heart rises above anything I’ve ever seen before— its beat orchestrating frequencies of little steps taken with infinite love praying to be received by God. Give me a dream and I find a belonging in this world— out and about with a fearless smile, the realness of it all pierced by a potential sublime. I am transformed, the whole of me a becoming of oneness with the divine dream. Give me a dream and I unravel in aliveness. The secrets locked in my heart drowning in an ocean of inscrutable unknowingness have finally found a symphony of doing to dance to.  Oh God, I prayed for that one thing to heal my heart and you bestowed upon me that one loving dream beyond all dreams to surrender surrender to.. How benevolent you are in my despair, in my darkness, in my weakness and in my separation..