a daylight dream

Since I entered university, I realised that my mind is not compatible with business at all, and that my passions are not quite integrated with economical resonances and commercial laws. Seeing our professors with their narrow-minded pedagogical styles, I knew I was here for a reason; a rather minor reason, compared to my own passion. I know that we live in a capitalist world and that any idea I might think to introduce to the society must be marketed, and that's why I'm not so mad to be here, studying accounting and economical rules. I know that what I'm learning could be beneficial in the future. I know that business these days, is directly related to teaching. Yes, I love teaching. I'm afraid of the thought of being a teacher but, it gives me this sweet thrill down my spine. It's hard work, but it's truly amazing to interact with students, give them their all, deal with their problems and merely talk to them. It's an amazing process that invol...

What if you're upset? Like really really upset. Darkness a veil surrounding your heart beats. Each time a muscle contracts and the blood rushes in, it gets inflicted by this greyness, and so it fills you up. What if you're upset for no reason at all? What if it's just your mind that's unable to feel right, while the rest of the world is trying hard to please you? What if you feel like something is wrong and you don't know what to do? You wait, wait and wait. You get better eventually, then it comes again and again and again. You start to lose hope because, it's just you. The sadness is your identity. Those episodes of joy are just fake— it's what you start to believe. What if you stop replying to emails and texts? Lose interest in your passions? Feel detached from everything around you— the world becomes a playlist of mundane occurrences? What if you just stop feeling all together? What if you just want to.. stop it right there? Because you're...