a daylight dream

I'll start this by saying that just a few years ago, I was a little bit afraid of dreaming. More precisely, dreams were worth ridicule and contempt, for they'd be too far-fetched to be realised. But, I do remember, that sunny January morning in 2017, when I decided to dream again. It was miraculous how it all spiraled very swiftly, leading me and many others to living our lives in terms of daylight dreams. I find myself magnetised towards intending to dream, in search for meaning and magnificence. Truly, it is not quite important for a dream to come true, but to intend to    truly realise something and find the world sending you signs and divine guidance to keep you going. Whether the dream comes true or not, that is a test of faith, to adhere to persevering and learning what the many plot twists of life signify. So, here I am, at the onset of a new January; sanguine, cold and thrillingly empty of occurrences. It has become a treasured ritual to sit back and ren...

I learned to stay strong in 2019. I learned to keep hope in my heart despite feeling my worst. I learned to say "I love you" when it felt right. I learned to forgive, accept, surrender and let go. My heart softened in 2019 with all of the challenges and hard times. My heart learned to cry and listen to sadness earnestly. My heart came back to life again. Thank you, dearest 2019. January Implementing a personal development project at school and watching it inspire everyone. Learning to rest and take care of myself after experiencing a severe burn out. Struggling with emptiness but never giving up on hope. Watching the mulberry trees sprout tiny little emerald leaves. Learning to reach success slowly, not all at once. Standing in front of 50-60 teachers telling them about my work for the very first time. Bus rides to school whilst the sunrise. Getting in touch with my soulmate after months of disconnection, talking about our fears, sadness and c...