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deserving this.

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I’d never stayed up late just to wait for someone’s sweetest replies. I’d never thought I was one to break my rules so much, entwined by a thousand mischievous smiles just to let you in. just for another word that makes me long for another lifetime. akin to the one I left you hanging. it is time for me to admit I’ve been a foolish child not thinking I was deserving of this. skyscraper-high dreams you’ve built just for one glorious love you see in my eyes. oh, and to be the one for it. to be deserving this— not something I’ve known so well. I was always one to pine achingly for wordless reveries and clouds that never touched the ground with the sweetness of their rains. but once I’ve been trapped mid-air, one knows it’s never again. a territory so broken, so stolen and so solemnly irreverent to trespass without a hand like yours. a hand that has built all what it could. something I could see. some love I could feel. would you drown in me the way you’re used to? you deserve this, too. th...

when you’re here..

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  can you feel my armour let down in your presence? my shoulders dropping beneath your protective eyes, in which I shine ever so beautifully. a jewel enclosed in your heart— your heavenly, unconditional gateway for a divine purpose you never thought would be  that  enough. when you’re here, somehow, there’s this letting go. a sun being received by the enormity of an endless lilac-blue sky. the strong, foundational essence of your stillness is the hue that makes no one else see it’s me, the one love standing before only  you . it took me some time to come home. to everything you fought for. with you like this, an infinite provision and relentless spiral of giving, there is no need to chase. I’m here now, my dear.  there’s some magical wisp in our good mornings. some thing charmingly alluring in our unfinished lines and the stories that just never end. dreams sailing between our oceans and the sparkling wonder in our eyes. to do it with you.  only you . ...