a daylight dream

Some days I feel helpless and I wonder why. What I don't know is that, it's okay to be helpless, it's rather natural to feel that way. Some days I forget that I don't have to control the whole world to be happy, things will happen out of the blue, and who am I to feel like it's my fault? We are humans, and we are born to feel helpless, it's only a sign that we have taken our abilities too far. Life wasn't meant to be controlled but to be lived and accepted. So when you feel like there's nothing else you can do to fix things, know that it's enough. Just wait. Work on your mind to accept things with an open heart. Wait for good things to happen, because they always do. Often we forget to trust the universe to teach us important lessons in life; things usually happen for a reason and our meagre mental capabilities cannot see through the future and many infinities to come to assure us. Our souls know differently and in that case, we need to trus...

I'm a fairly resilient person and it rather overwhelmed me back then, because I didn't know who I really was; my identity was lost in betwixt the many people I knew in my life. In a room, I'll shape up according to the people I find there; their attitudes and dispositions, because I don't like conflicting atmospheres. You would find me talking to you about silly matters so feverishly yet inside, I think I'm wasting some valuable time. I don't really believe in horoscopes but, I'm a cancerian, which means my star is a water sign. And to be honest, I'm so much like water. I shape up accordingly to the container I'm being poured into. I could be a river that flows in grace, a current vigorously pumping, an ocean flowing, raindrops pattering or even vapours ascending. Im so versatile and you might not notice it especially if you know me so well. But inside? Well, it confuses me a lot for some days I spend wondering who I really am and whether the th...